I want love.

i'm sick of seeing people in love. sounds heartless but i hate them. i'm not afraid to admit that it is purely due to the fact that i am envious. personally i love the feeling of love. along with everyone else i should think. it's interesting being on the outside and looking in on other people's relationships. couples may argue one minute then be crazy in love the next, it's totally bizarre. completely bemuses me. i hate to see couples not appreciating one an other. they have someone who they are with and must obviously show a limit of love for them. appreciate it instead of picking tiny negative things. i love seeing couples in a way. how they look together and how well suited they may be.

example 1

kelly osbourne and boyfriend luke worrall:

so cute together. i fell in love with this photo alone, i put it as my desktop background :)

example 2

alexa chung and boyfriend alex turner:

obviously they belong together :')

peace..♥

Lovely Walks.

as it wasn't raining today, me & my friend kerry decided to go for a walk down the canal. kerry took her dog tilly and i decided to bring my little brother jude, who's 3. it was a very nice day as the weather was lovely and it was nice to get out of the house. we took some bread for my brother to feed the ducks and he really enjoyed it. although the canal is not the cleanest waters ever, it was nice to see the scenery and have some fresh air. my brother really enjoys walking down there & always begs to go to the pub afterwards. i would love to make it a regular thing, taking my brother off of my mum's hands for a while. plus i am really happy with his company & i like seeing him grow up and develop as a child. the holidays are looking up now, charlotte went away last week & i miss her a lot. she will return home on wednesday so i am looking forward to hopefully seeing her on thursday. peace♥

Decor.

i want to decorate my bedroom! it's really shabby at the moment(N) not good! i'm going to try and make it simple but pretty. looks like the bob marley flag & rob patz poster is going to have to come down :'( ah well, change is good! i really need to get things packed into these holidays. it's day 2 and i'm bored already! the weather isn't helping :/ english weather sucks big time. hate to complain but rain ruins everything! you get confined to the house :S completely frustrates me. being stuck in these four walls inspired me to get it decorated. i'm simply going to paint the walls white. and have the main wall papered. i've chosen a pretty floral print which i hope should look nice :) peace♥

FashionFashionFashion

ok, so today i find myself on various fashion sites on the internet. i was hypnotized by the utter sense of style some people have, it's genius. i do admit, i am green with envy about the unique style these girls have. i'm now scouting through my wardrobe scavenging for things i could maybe update and transform into something that's one of a kind. i believe it's crucial to have some sense of style, but then again, how you dress is entirely up to oneself. also how you dress may depend upon financial circumstances. i'm sure everyone would love to prance around in the latest chanel dresses and killer heels. but this cannot be accomplished for many of people. i love to dig around in primark and look for beautiful bargains, but that's just how i roll. i mostly find myself searching through sale rails. when i do consume a lovely sale item it gives me a certain satisfaction that i wouldn't get if i'd bought it for the normal retail price. hmm.. peace ♥